been a rough week

its has been a tough week for me .. hmm .. ruhing here and there to get things done .. travelling to singapore jus for tuition and more tuition ..

come to think of it .. its quite worth the trouble and time .. knowing what you studied and what you ought to study .. some times i wonder what if i am unable to pass my exams .. Although its jus five subjects .. the thoughts of it sucks .. many topics in the subjects are totally new .. like what are these !!!

i tried .. i put my fair share of concentration into it ..
what comes out of it .. who knows ..

Gonna start english tuition next week ..
kinda anxious about it .. wonder how the teacher and students there are like .. paid a quite fee for this tuition ..

well .. if all goes well hope improvement with success comes into light .. than i don have to worry abt anything at all ..

jus study and study till the every day of my exams arrive ..
than i am ready for it with no fears or anxiety !! hope so

Been watching a few moving this few days .. dragon ball evolution and pink panther 2
one of it is hilarious .. another one is jus another story gimmick that every little child read through their childhood ..
kinda nice though .. the animation and the illustration of the story title .. but duh ..

the movie is jus too short .. jus an hour plus or so ...

Gonna save money for my ipod and handphone .. Ipod think around let's say 1000 rm .. and handphone what till the deals get better in singapore .. well .. life still goes on ..

Wonder When will fall in love again !! laughs .. but not now ..
kinda crucial time for me ..a changing point in my life .. an education stand in the fuck-up society .. well '

come to think of it .. Thinks colleage life seems fun .. Laughs ..

hmm i wonder

sometimes i wonder does speaking agressively or being aggressive in conversation or wad so ever helps .. hmm

well ..

Jus wanna know for the Sake of ???

And by doing so wad do you get back !!!

Should you be proud of it !!!

hmm ... live life the way you wanna be and you get it

Not acting or showing off something you should or have been would make you a better person ..



Friends don't always stay ..

they come and go

Seeking a better future

And not living in a coconut shell and live life you had or had been living for the past few decades ..

things don always stay the same !!

things i realised

hmm .. i just don't know why some people are so unreasonable and have so much character problem .. its like low upbringing in life

been trying to amends the things that are already shredded .. but after what i have tot screw that .. cant be bother any more ...

Just wanna concentrate on what i am doing now .. how other people live their life is their bloody matter ...

i wont't give a heck .. like everyone does ..

Been a dissapointment ..

After what i have learn .. friends don really last that long .. everything come and goes .. the earth is round ..

Wad an damm unreasonable person you had been ..


going to brush up my maths and science between this 3 weeks .. chiong arr ..

than do revision le .. no time to waste

after that shoot off to other place and study le ..

Can some one teach me wad to do

my whole family are graduates .. mother -sides father sides .. left me onli

this fucked up person i have been

all along

where should i shoot from here now

the stress that i am having now

Been stupid for the three years . finally i grown up .. realised that many things in life are't so easy .. now i am going back to studies .. wad a fuck fucked person i have been

but realising it is not to late but the thoughts of O levels and am i abled to cope with the syallabus hat singapore have inforced .. makes me wanna go to a corner and bang a wall.

hais..
i promised myself to give myself another chance og redeemtion .. i won't screw my this chance any more .. but as a private candidate ..

i feel that i lack alot behind ..

Nothing much for me to say now ..

i hope i give all my best and shoot out of singapore to another collage .. that's all //

other than that fuck it ..

Can anybody body help me in my subjects !!!

gosh .. Feel like wacking a few people !!!

my new year resolution

hmm .. its been quite a awhile seems i have even bothered to touch my blog .. hmm .. let's talk about the recent celebrations that i celebrated .. christmas .. hmm ..

Met caiying dhoby ghaut mrt .. As the rest of them wanted to take something else .. No brainer's .. Fancy taking this type of thing on christmas day .. my goodness .. can't be bother .. lucky caiying ask me out the last min .. or else i be muddle-headed where to go .. To think of the past .. i always have lots of friends to go around and celebrate with .. but now everything seems to change .. hmm

We headed off to waterloo st underage party .. wad a crowded place to be .. all the guys and girls there .. i still rmb 2 yrs ago attica underage party .. had the exact same situation .. saw a few ppl at there .. One of them is called monster .. hmm .. he used to be a small boy .. following my friend in a gang .. but now wow .. he seems to be bigger sized .. i can't even recognise him .. After that i asked him .. last time you follow my friend de izzit .. hmm ..

hmm than we headed to Oasis .. could't go in too .. as many of caiying friends were like underage .. later we decided to head to boat quey .. had many memories over there .. felt like crying .. hmm .. it took me a long time to stand up again .. swear i won't be so soft-hearted again sia .. for fuck ?? rite??

hmm .. Really wondering do i really have some little feeling for her .. my gosh .. did't expect to turn out this way .. As we knew each other since 2007 .. i think its like two years ago .. nahx its jus illusion in a unexpected way .. wad the hell ..

really wonder when will i settle down .. really wonder which girl can really tight me up .. Haha

hmm.. this is my pathetic little life

my little pathetic life that i lived everyday .. Don really no what i am aimlessly living for .. Well this one year 2008 .. have teach me many things in life .. Although i have no many ppl to console at .. this is where i learn things thru the hard way to learn the easy way out .. get what i mean .. everybody is stubborn by nature .. Learning that time waits for no man .. in a blink of an eye .. many of my friends have already done much accomplishments in life .. some have already got their diploma .. Stubborn and stupid of me to realised it so late ..

well .. it ok .. everybody deserve a second chance .. A second apportunities to cover for the mistakes and stupidity that have took over me ..
Well i have already ask for an enrolment in chec .. hmm .. this time i don really wanna mess up my life again .. and mess up my future .. the state i am in now seems so fuck-up ..
if i listen to my parents back than .. i would have already got at least another cert .. now i have come back to square 1 ..

hmm .. next monday got test examination .. for english and maths .. hmm .. wonder should i quit my this job .. and brush up on my studies first .. but even if i quit my job .. i have lots of spare time .. I know taking O-level .. is't hard .. just need patience to study ..
It was a really long long time i had to endure .. before and after i get into a private school .. wonder how would my parents pay for my school fees .. hope my permanent residence application goes through well enough ..

really have to brush up on my studies if i really wanna score well .. Well i though of a way .. since i be enrolling into school next year .. january .. i will take this time to study .. i know i don have much patience to sit don and concentrate .. so what i thought of was .. brush up my grammer and vocabulary .. in a certain given time ..

i am not going to fuck my life up once again .. trust me .. i gonna treasure this golden opportunty .. perpharps i should quit my job after next week .. secure my pay first .. What i am afraid is the pub don pay me in full amount as the given stated salary .. so gor the time being .. Got to swallow my saliva and continue working ..