monday

today was a normal normal day .. hmm woke up late as i did't heard de alarm .. think the alarm purposely de .. finally wokr up abt 10 am .. went for a shower than out i go .. went for a hair cut .. as it getting thicker day by day ..
than when for lunch straight away .. here comes this chaw siew peng aunty giving attitude .. hmm .. First thing first .. You should be lucky that you are born as a women .. second thing .. I jus wanted by plate of chaw siew peng .. give attitude cum lan arr ..
Chao chee bye .. i where offend you .. ??
nvm .. What a boost for my day ..
than when in to workplace abt 12 pm .. than as everything is running smoothly .. i can't be bother too .. since there is't nth to question abt .. so i went in my office and read newspaper ..

than tiffany call me back .. ask me whether i was free to fetch them to seremban .. So since it was running .. i agree .. anyway there was't anything to look at since it was raining ..
meet her at 2plus like that .. brought them to animal vet .. tiffany's cat took a anti-virus vaccination .. than we shoot off to seremban .. took the high way down .. heading towards jusco ..

than upon reaching there .. they went to shop for vodka and japanese sake .. kinda sort of like vodka i think .. As it was her last day working there .. ask me whether i would like to come over .. but i was like .. WHAT .. You treat i drink .. i rejected .. say i was busy and all .. wanted to save money .. giving all the excuses all i could think of .. she previously offer to open a bucket for me .. but nah .. Not used to girl treat's ..

than we went for pizza .. order quite alot of food .. than firstly the drink came .. So call 7-up .. When i drank .. WoW .. it taste more like so Soda water .. Just a mixture of Gas and water ..
Hmm .. i call upon the waitress ..
this was what she say .. this is 7-up .. than i reply .. seriously this don't even taste even abit like 7-up .. Than she was wordless for a moment .. hmm .. than she say i will change it for you ..
hmm .. their service was like .. buai song buai song type .. fuck la .. buai song stay at home lock urself up don come out .. What a day for me .. So much surprises at every point of turn ..

than i eat four pizzas and the chicken wings .. speaking of the chicken wings .. since when pizza hut serve cold chicken wing .. my memory always serve me right ??
So i Jus say aloud .. this pizza-hut have a veri bad service .. this time lazy to complain ..

than i went out for a smoke .. came back tiffany paid the bills .. haha .. quick arr .. than we went ta bao sushi for her lady boss .. than we shoot straight back ..

damm damm sian .. i should be playing at some place .. enjoying and living the life of a teenager .. Did i really make a wrong step .. ?? perpharps .. Be it or not .. i learn to carry on with life ..

wednesday outing day

its been a long time since i started updating .. well did't had the time to update .. last few days was boring .. basically we did't really know what to do ..

hmm .. we went up to kl with tiffany on wednesday .. we drove up .. to sungei wang .. it was a good thing that she knew how to got around .. she was like a map .. quite a short drive up there .. but i don't exactly knew the road around there .. hmm .. after that we went for shopping .. brought a shirt with jieyong .. think it was 50 bahx .. quit a nice shirt .. after that we continue walking and walking till time pass ..
was hungry at that time .. but they say since ltr going eat buffet .. jus tolerate awhile .. than she brought us walk here and there .. like there's is no tomorrow ..
we ate at a restaurant think it was a japanse cum cuisine place .. basiacally you pay a certain amt of money .. than you eat till ur fill .. but there was a a time limit ..
As we ate .. we talk and play .. chat abt stupid thing .. any stupid thing you can thing of .. i order a few food .. but after trying it .. don't really suit me .. basically mayb i more used to western cuisine .. than after that we walk here and there .. than we went to pudu there .. went for the pasar malam .. HMM .. alot of ppl look after there sia .. kaoz .. just a fucking pasar malam .. hmm .. kuala lumper is really big .. can't imagine if i got lost there myself .. than we went to pavillion at kl also .. jus right opposite where we ate .. that particular shopping was ment for the rich .. everything was expensive and luxurious .. did't really brought anything at there ..

hmm .. the day before we went to drink .. as usual went there to kill time .. can't think of anything else to do .. went there play hand game with Mama .. damm she was fast .. lost to her so many times .. so quick to response .. than notice there was a girl keep looking towards us .. but could't care less .. seriously .. cause at the first place we went there to relax ourselves ..
sang a song or two .. than we went home .. the rest i would not want to say nor share ..

Some times i really wonder why do people like to stare here and there .. i tot tis type of thingy onli happen to small teenager .. hmm .. stupid .. just don wanna go back my old road .. no future and fucking hell no life ..
Really tot for a while why .. still don understand ..
Just wanna live a simple life .. my life i having now is perfect ..
well .. things don turn out the way you tot it will be ..
hmm .. be going down singapore another month .. to celebrate bai b'dae .. promise her that i would come .. but still have to save for it .. hmm .. today quarrel with dad .. was seriouly piss off .. forget it ..

spoil my mood ..
than at home we woke up quite late today .. than we quickly went to the kitchen to cook ..
than cook two packet of maggie mee .. two eggs and a fish .. as long stomach not hungry can le ..
than we at room play stupid things .. jus for the sake for fun ..
lick here and there .. hmm .. play till the whole bed was in a mess .. hmm .. laugh till stomach cramp .. hmm ..

saturday night ..

hmm .. we got drunk at friday night i think .. don really rmb the exact date .. today was a boring day for us .. we stay at home practically the whole day .. feeling weird and all .. especially during the morning ..
and i was suppose to wake up and work .. my headache and hangover got the better part of me ..
hmm ..

nth much to write really .. all i can say it after ytd night .. so much for nth .. just wanna bless you bahx .. you brought back lots of memory that seems flashing back .. Am i still hanging on to the past .. or is it i am running away from facts of life .. well ..

Got really no mood today .. don understand really .. awhile more we would be going kl .. still trying to wake up jieyong .. ytd we went to pub and drink .. he drank water and i drank the remaining liqour that we previously brought . that chivas don really taste right even with green tea .. well

thursday outing day

ytd jie yong came over to nilai .. together with my parents .. well it's been a long time to since we last meet up .. so i came home at abt 6 plus ... after waiting for abt 45 mins to get the bloody car washed and clean up .. after that when home for a quick shower laze around for quite awhile .. as usual ..
than we went for pizza .. near by .. eat till our fill .. hmm .. less than rm 50 ..
than we went home to rest till abt 10 .. than we went out again .. went to inti colleage that side for an hour of pool .. than went drinking at the same pub .. ithink that the best place in nilai alr .. well don expect much .. as before we went to even higher standards of pubs around singapore ..

than we order a bucket of beer with two royal stouts .. to mix with caslberg .. well not many know how to drink this type of mixed beer .. the taste don't seem right ..
had some chat around here and there .. talk here and there .. quite funny ..
than after that jieyog told me there was a guy looking at him .. basically staring at him ..
so i told him jus forget it .. don be silly enough to create trouble

ten minutes ltr .. i wanted to went to the toilet in the pub .. as there were sitting there .. than there it goes they also started staring at me ..
As if i owed them a hundred of millions .. it got me stucked up .. well .. it got me aggitated .. so i spite in front of them .. and than walk away .. after coming out of the toilet .. i walked again .. passing thru that table .. well tis time it was like special care for me .. at least two pair of eyes were like tracking me .. well .. again .. i spite again .. Testing my bloody patience Huh ..
and they were like older than us let's say two or three yrs more .. that table itself sat at least four ppl .. did't really notice ..

If let's say they are really some sort of teenagers .. they would react to it ..
but so much for acting big .. No use la .. i already played my part .. but You guys did't react .. You think you guys first time huh ..
than when i walk back to the table .. i can't remain my cool .. for no apparent reason .. as i was abt to walk out .. she look at me .. but my temper alr came .. so can't be bother to much .. than much praise of words came out of my mouth .. Intentionally .. Go home sleep laH

but partly i have that thinking that becos the girls at the pub ask them to walk away .. well for wad i am not sure .. they practically outnumber us in both size and number .. but well ..

than jieyong went to the toilet .. the guy that i practically spite at him .. was not very happy .. than the next thing i knew was .. he kick the lamp-post .. Is that the best you can do ..
after that went in the car ..
and boom they were off ..
i was like well ..
partly when i came back .. not really sure who told me to give them face .. not to create trouble here .. i gave my word .. so i practically sat down ..
Well i have an own self believing principal where by if i promise someone or anyone that i gave my word .. i would practically act as if nth happen .. its like swallowing your anger .. but ..

working days are simply boring ..

well today woke up late as usual .. did't even hear the alarm ring .. or was i to indulge in my sleep .. well a uncle today told me why would i even bother to go drink beer or anything and stay up late at night ..

hmm .. well this is what teenagers do alright .. for now is like that .. as teenagers i dare say no teenagers really practice a good and healthy life style for the time being .. Don really understand it too .. Or it is just me running away from my troubles .. troubles that i refuse to face or accept ..
but beside than that .. it's really boring over here .. what else more can i do to kill time ..
teach me than ?? but i do occasionally go for a bottle or two .. i see no harm to it .. at least in my point of view .. don't u know drinking beer also keeps the body healthy .. i mean as in small volume .. not those ppl where they get themself piss-drunk and not knowing a thing the next day ..

well i sign up for a gym nearby my house .. well what can i say bout that gym .. facilties aren't really up to date .. but it could keep me for fit and always invenerable to sickness .. at least to say .. when was the last time i was really sincere and serious about keeping fit .. i think back in my secondary school days .. well as you grow older the lazier you become ..

hmm .. finally i got her number .. so much for everything .. but things isn't the way it seems .. so much for everything .. at least i know that since it's the start of my career .. the least i should begin it is to understand what actually goes around .. mayb not fated .. who's knows .. but she really assemble like my old girlfriend .. its like a photostated copy of her .. Wish her the best bahx ..

Am i really hiding from the e facts that has already happen .. i seems to be indulge about this everytime i sit down and think bout the past .. memories of late seems to flash back in my mind .. so curious why is this happening .. i always get dream of my ex girlfriend .. but to me .. it's already known to me that it's impossible .. well .. things don really got he way you want it ..

tuesday working life

today woke up late .. hmm .. cos utd night went drink .. just a barrel nia .. just to relax myself .. well finally my claims had been processed .. at least now got a little bit of cash .. gotta split it up .. so that i can save .. around 3 thousand plus .. little yah??

going to open another savings account three days time .. the damm monthly interest is onli 0.2% .. if my calculation are right .. it would be still a slow process to save up to 20 thousand .. the downpayment of a car ..

Is there any solution where i can earn fast cash .. one dollar earn one dollar .. or like 1: 1000 ..
there's good isn't it ..
bored today .. nth else much to do .. well decided to stay at home .. gotta clean my room up ..

well ..
hmm xiao bai brought a samsung soul alr .. yah one way or another she got it .. at a veri veri low price .. tot of getting it too .. but .. its' like triple the price she got it ..
wait till the price drop lor .. hais

satuarday outing

It was a normal weekend for me .. when a friend of mine call and told me he was at Klia airport .. and that he was stuck as his flight was delayed till the day after .. I was at work when he called .. so i rushed out and did't know how to get there .. so my parents took me there .. after that we came back to nilai .. relaxed ourselves till late .. than we went to a nearby shopping centre .. to drink some coffee .. after that my parents went home ..

than it's like teenagers outing .. well mayb a bit bored .. as there were onli two of us .. and the entertainment and facilities for night outing is't that much here in nilai .. so we decided to go to a local pub cater for teenagers or precisely for young adults ..

at first thought of getting chivas to drink .. as both of us did't drink for a long time since .. but the price was like two hundred plus .. my god .. one month of my savings .. so we decided to order beer .. two buckets in all .. we drank till like 1 am in the morning .. well we had fun inthat particular pub .. we sang songs and more songs ..
those local malaysians there were like veri confident in singing .. both of us were veri impressed ..

well .. after that we went home .. on the road .. some where nearby my home .. well guess wad .. road block .. PUI .. the police were all malay .. and i did't really understand what they were hinting us .. starting i was like veri stuck-up .. insisted this and that .. they talk to me as if i was the one owing them a millions reasons why should we be hold up .. i insisted i get a breathlyzer test .. but my friend teddy was a singaporean .. well i cant afford that he goes in trouble with the law .. as he will be flying the very next day .. i was veri sarcastic at that time .. well I was well known for that .. since young .. hmm ..
but realising dragging time till late was't to our advantage ..
at first i told them .. don't talk so much .. just give me the summons .. and i requested for a breathlyzer test .. but to my shock .. there was't a breathlyzer .. hmm .. i tested them to see whether they had that device anot .. but no response to it ..

after that i told the warrant officer .. the person in-charge .. at least have two crabs under his belt ..
i told him i don have much time to spend my time here .. i give u 50 dollars and we go .. he agreed .. but before that we argued alot .. i was like testing my luck throughout ..
Guess what we got caught for .. not waering sit-belts .. It was like wad de fuck .. than they told me i had to go hospital and my car got to toll away .. i say i don have much time entertaining .. it was like 1 plus in the freaking morning ..
after that moments later .. the lower-ranking officer brought me to my car .. told me to keep my money as there were passing-by car .. so i told him to bring his hand come ..
i crushed the money and he passed my documents to me ..
we went inside the car and went off ..
before that i honked at the warrent officer and say bye ..
well .. i was lucky that we got off safe .. as if i would get involve more deeply .. teddy would't be flying ytd .. no point anyway ..

i really wonder does this road-block have a warrent letter .. or a letter whereby its states that it is official .. and who is the main in-charge person .. they had nth in their van .. no police car ..

today .. monday working life

When the alarm clock rung this morning .. i was very unreluctant to get out of the bed .. As the night before i was Practically awake the whole night .. thinkin abt every possible way to save up .. every Small matter worried me .. well Life's are always like that .. nothing in this world seems so perfect .. Look around and tell me .. even the World's richest people might have a possibilties to fall on their feet .. In the business sense though .. nothing impossible ..
well today took one of my colleage's family to a nearby local supermarket .. hmm .. the expressions on their face .. reminds me of how i used to behave and easily got excited upon as my parents would take me out too ..
Especially the young baby girl .. Was so scared when i appeared and say hi to her .. her action were so funny .. naive yet cute .. hmm .. even close the door upon me .. hmm .. thanks though
I really imagine although their family are alot less fortunate .. but they still are able to live life normally .. so humble .. well mayb people will think that am i stupid to send them here and there .. well .. you are wrong .. when's it comes to your turn .. that sense of satisfaction and able to see parents coexist with their children are just simple ..
they took me to at a local malay eatery nearby .. well the soup with bee hoon was spicy .. nice .. be back for it some other time .. well they pay for the dinner .. thanks yah

Perpharps staying in nilai was a good thing .. my stay here allow me to be independent and more knowlegdeable .. it allows me to smarten up from time to time .. and give me an whole in-sight view in working life .. well as for working life .. sucks .. why must there be money in this work >>
As rebellion and stuck-up character i used to have .. perharps now i began to understand the depths and meaning of working life ..

Well tomorrow i am going to check out the interest rate in all the local listed bank in nilai .. Gonna save hard for the future .. well wanna actually know which bank provides the best intertest rate .. mayb ten years down the road .. i would save about 20 thousand .. provided if i continue on with what i plan to do .. That's like already a downpayment for a car ..

sunday night

today life seems exceptionally boring .. kept my self to the bed for the whole day ..
today went drinking to kill time .. felt that thers's nth better to do .. so so dull ..
well realised the dj there was very sarcastic .. the pub was known as explode .. wad drinks do you actually .. just beers and more beers .. hmm .. with this type of drinks .. how your bloody pub will " explode"
.. lousy .. even the songs are not up dated .. this is 2008 man .. even the dj don't know their stuffs around ..

well, all i can say that she's occupied .. hmm .. well nothing in life seems so blissful .. in everything there's a barrier .. for you to overcome .. well i am just going it thru the hard way .. but well .. no point for me to go there anymore .. maybe life is jus like that .. when the way u expected it to turn out to be .. '
some how things turns complicated for you throughly ..


at least tis time its much more known .. to be ..
i once thought .. but well ..
wish you good luck in your future life in turn to come ..

maybe what my god say is true .. i have to give an answer sooner or later .. no point running .. i think it's time to give an ans .. pessimistic i may sound .. but it's better to believe than to suspect ..

seems everything came crashing down on me .. when will my luck change ??

sunday like seems boring

everyday life seems boring .. seems there's onli black and white in my life .. i have to face everything by my self .. why is this happening .. i prefer the life i used to lived .. everything seems so dull and unrealistic .. today i went for a drink at a pub .. well .. all i can say that pub .. haha
cannot make it .. really cannot make it .. teaquila shots also don know how to make .. lan oie .. i teach you want not ..

today

today was a boring day for me .. stayed at home the whole day .. sleeping and sleeping .. there's was nth much to do since it was a holiday .. did't even knew what to do next .. so so bored .. tommorow is another holiday too .. wonder how will i pass this time .. mayb travelling to kuala lumper and take a walk around .. what the fuck .. everything seems tumbling down .. where would i be the next ten years .. what job would i be taking .. why my days in the future seems so unclear

the dream i had .

well due to the boredom i experienced in work .. i think its better to let it out .. one way or another .. recently i had this dream .. such a weird dream seriously .. really wonder was i awake at that time .. i dreamt of my ex .. well in this dream it goes like that , We reconcile after a freaking long time .. well the dream was sweet .. Too good to be true .. i reall y wonder would it really come true .. well everytime i sit down and drink a couple of beers in the pub .. i would just sit down there and wonder why my love life would be so drastic .. Never had happy ending nor being bless .. Are we in our age .. teenagers jus too naive command our way of life .. i really screw up my love life thru this few years .. jus nth in return but memorable places and gifts .. well , in there's a saying according to the chinese "its better to be loved than to love someone " .. so where do i fall in this catergory .. Or everything is just pre-destined ..

Last few days i went to this pub .. well sort of ktv .. veri veri normal .. where you buy some beers .. normally in a bucket .. Than girls from that club would accompany you chit chat .. talk bout everything there is to be say
Than this girl came along accompanying me .. chit chat ..
well she kinda resemble like celesta .. cheerful and outgoing .. Kinda regret that i never chat with her longer ..
she was very busy .. but she made the point to came back entertaining me ..

Than a few days later when i went back bascially to see her again .. that night was fun though .. most of the people were drunk .. well without a doubt me as well .. kinda dizzy .. she hint me many things .. but i was too slow to react .. wonder would she be there tml ..
haha .. when they were singing the songs i like .. the next thing i knew she took the mike and sang along .. almost all the songs i sing .. But i just don have the courage to ask her ..
kinda long though .. wonder how long i was't attached .. so cheerful .. my god ..

jus me

Still wondering though .. Considering many facts should i or should i not touch up my tattoo .. Well
its going to cost me my one month salary .. And of cost a month of endurance .. Look at it quite weird though .. Even if this time i am going to touch up .. I want it nice and without a hesitation .. Whether it's worth or not .. My days here at nilai are boring man .. My god .. Facing the four bloody wall everyday .. Finding to keep my self busy .. Kinda regretted agreeing to work up at here .. Dod't know it was this boring .. Even the pubs here are boring .. Nth compare to the ones i went before .. kinda low-class ..
but anyway i promise my parents i would work here at least a year .. After that my choice .. haha .. that's include my freedom .. kinda young to work at this age .. i should be somewhere on this earth enjoying and partying my self to an older age .. after that working life
Trust me working life seems so dull .. It add only black and white colours in your life .. Anyobdy please comment me what should i do with my existing tattoo ??
Gonna save up the extra bit of money for my samsung soul .. By that time , the retail price would drop quite abit ..