the dream i had .

well due to the boredom i experienced in work .. i think its better to let it out .. one way or another .. recently i had this dream .. such a weird dream seriously .. really wonder was i awake at that time .. i dreamt of my ex .. well in this dream it goes like that , We reconcile after a freaking long time .. well the dream was sweet .. Too good to be true .. i reall y wonder would it really come true .. well everytime i sit down and drink a couple of beers in the pub .. i would just sit down there and wonder why my love life would be so drastic .. Never had happy ending nor being bless .. Are we in our age .. teenagers jus too naive command our way of life .. i really screw up my love life thru this few years .. jus nth in return but memorable places and gifts .. well , in there's a saying according to the chinese "its better to be loved than to love someone " .. so where do i fall in this catergory .. Or everything is just pre-destined ..

Last few days i went to this pub .. well sort of ktv .. veri veri normal .. where you buy some beers .. normally in a bucket .. Than girls from that club would accompany you chit chat .. talk bout everything there is to be say
Than this girl came along accompanying me .. chit chat ..
well she kinda resemble like celesta .. cheerful and outgoing .. Kinda regret that i never chat with her longer ..
she was very busy .. but she made the point to came back entertaining me ..

Than a few days later when i went back bascially to see her again .. that night was fun though .. most of the people were drunk .. well without a doubt me as well .. kinda dizzy .. she hint me many things .. but i was too slow to react .. wonder would she be there tml ..
haha .. when they were singing the songs i like .. the next thing i knew she took the mike and sang along .. almost all the songs i sing .. But i just don have the courage to ask her ..
kinda long though .. wonder how long i was't attached .. so cheerful .. my god ..