Saturaday life

woke up early this morning .. when to sunway colleage right after that .. hmm .. enquired bout many things hmm .. but to no avail .. hmm .. flashing back .. what have i been doing with my life for the past few years .. hmm .. why did i got off tracked ..
hmm .. right after that when to eat fish ball noodle at sentosa .. where Nights lifes also seems to be ther with out fail .. hmm ...change alot though ..

Than came out to singapore .. Met up with liming at cwp .. than meet up with wanting .. hmm .. acc her for her lunch break .. chit chatted for an hour or so .. than headed to sbw .. meet up with the rest .. talk abt anything that we could .. hmm ..

than headed down to bugis .. meet xiaobai and ah long at there.. Guess what .. saw celest and qian hui .. hmm ..its been like a freaking few yrs since we got met up .. hmm .. Times seems to wait for No tide .. Chit chatted abt our personal life .. than off I went ..

I finally realised the meaning of liking a person don't reallyy mean you have to chase or be with her .. i kinda choose to Ignore .. i choose to overlook .. Cos i know It's better to continue on with life .. it's kinda more agreeable to have a friend whom you know you won't lose no matter what till the end of time .. hmm .. It's mean Less a problem ..
Kinda impossible though .. What make me felt this way .. hmm .. i guess keeping everything to my self won't seem to solve any thing .. Can't believe my secondary school companion and best buddy Esther gonna get her self married le .. Been a pleasure knowing you .. happy for you ..

there are still many things bothering me .. i mean will i be able to cope with next year .. after registering back for O-Lvl .. hmm Had a thorn in my flesh since i have already decided to ..
hmm ..

Xiaobai did't really mean to delay your time at bugis de .. but .. My life now is jus kinda Fuck up inside out .. i choosed to run everytime .. hmm .. Really wonder If i really Change my character .. Anyway my character is't that screwed up .. Will She come back to me?? ..Well .. been two years .. Just a thought .. No hopes though ..

Everytime i Encounter any mistake be it Problems or conflicts .. i chose to ignore and walk away .. been kinda pain in the ass ..

Really wonder why I will touch this kinda stuff back .. everything have a reason .. i hope i kinda stand up back on my own feet .. And move on with life .. facing the problem that comes ..
Hmm .. My Old time friends are kinda ahead of me in terms of education .. What the hell am i doing ???

Well .. I choose this choice .. i hope you kinda find some1 who really know how to take care of you.. and Not mess up your life .. i Believe your life is Sufficiently screw up alr .. been a pleasure knowing you too .. Friends i choose to be .. hmm .. Don't really wanna screw up or come in between my friends nor whom .. kinda disgusted by this ..