when was the last time i blog

hmm .. its been a long time since i even bothered to touch my blog .. well ..
hmm .. got a job last month .. at plaza sing .. Was a nice job good pay and all .. but the only factor that was bothering me was insufficient sleep .. but some how i could't get my work permit .. Well too sad for me also .. had to leave the place .. Most of the ppl there were like mostly foreigners .. well .. malaysians ..

hmm .. the thought of me going back to study happened when i was working at plaza sing .. hmm ..although i have a strong command of english .. i don't stand a chance as compare to them .. they are like grauduate from somewhere .. learn a traits or two .. but well .. i decided to upgrade my self .. so many things happened back than ..

last few days , when to city square to ask for job .. walk around look around .. hmm .. lots and lots of memories came back ..hmm ..
i may be one step slower than him but .. what is over is over .. mayb its jus a fling .. or something .. did't expect my self to fall for you .. well ..
tot of huijun too .. well .. she might have hurt me alot might had make me change alot .. come to think of it back again.. hmm .. jus memories .. wonder if really one day can we make up or find some1 better .. hmm .. actually gotta lots and lots of stuffs i feel like to burst out ..
well .. i did't know how to chase after you .. you were my friend .. but the thought of it was like ..
hais .. its been a long time .. i even forget how to chase a girl liao .. well .. but .. As i tot that being friends with you would save another friendship ..
cause i usually see that most of the outcome that relationships .. have no happy ending .. well put it this way no positive outcome .. Well you are assemble jus like huijun .. hmm .. really know how to cheer ppl up .. all those thingys .. hmm ..

why am i in this pile .. don i deserve something better .. i mean .. when's my luck really gonna change .. Why whenever i get to know some1 new the next moment it's alr been another outcome ..
I really wonder .. if really one day when will i find someone that's suitable for me ..
well .. i have finally decided .. too take a big step ahead in front of me .. go back and study .. hmm .. yes i believe it's a great challenge .. but would it be more satisfying if you graduate able to go poly .. hmm .. that's an positive outcome ..

i don believe that in a matter of months to come .. i am unable to withhold .. what sort of trouble have i not gone thru .. hmm .. i guess i was the one who was supposed to go thru the hard way to learn the easy way out .. hmm .. what's more trouble is there for me to endure ..
Next yr is like a golden arrow to score thru the forest .. jus imagine a golden seeking its way out of the forest .. hard it may be .. blindfolded it may seems .. but wit much confidence it will find it's way out ..

its been a long long time , i have ever ever settle down and think what's is happening to me ..
some people used to say walk one step count one step .. than i would add on " hai guo tian kong.. well its's kinda of a nonsense if you would tell me tis now .. have been wasting my past two yrs for fuck >.
hmm .. well .. its not too late for me to plan my future now .. hmm .. what the hell ...
Nobody born perfect .. kinda interested singapore casino .. with it's shortage of manpower ..
i mean seriously .. think abt that .. mayb 5 yrs down the road .. the most shortage of manpower would be there .. jus imagine .. hotels casinos restaurants .. and futhur more ..
i mean its a great place to invest ur interest and studies into ..

well .. everybody have to constantly upgrade them self ..
Finally i realised after livinf for the past 19yrs .. survival for the fittest ..