sunday outing

today went out singapore .. did't meet anybody at first .. hmm .. lazy lah .. when straight to plaza sing .. did't walk around the shopping centre .. felt that nth interest me .. hmm .. when to collect pay straight away .. turn-ed me on right away .. hmm .. about 490 plus .. minus the money i owed to my aunty .. 390 .. but haven pay yet .. intend to pay soon ..
than went over to esplanade .. meet up with xiaobai .. she's really getting fatter .. growing more round le .. but what the hell .. At least's she happy with what she have now .. nth comes more than that right ?? ..
walk here and there no motive .. than xiaobai ask me look at a display .. it's located at a underpass .. kinda stupid .. with singlish .. don understand what's the motive .. than we took mrt down to marina square .. walk here and there .. than went to marina square kopitiam .. sat the brought two drinks .. sat the for quite long .. talked bout everything and anything .. that's life i perceive ..
than i suggested long john sliver .. missed and long-ed for the cheese over there .. my gosh everything in price hike up .. According to xiaobai .. even the mayo requires 20 cent .. Ass you lah ..
ever consider abt those ppl who are not that rich ..

hmm .. we talked about everybody .. hmm .. kinda funny i wonder .. even if those ppl who are already bad .. tend to learn the good way .. its like learning how to turn good thru the hard way ..
but's there always a bunch .. i mean a big big bunch of ppl tried to find a place in this no-point society .. I mean for ..
kinda admire these ppl whom really turn over a good leaf .. i mean have you ever tot of carrying on like this with ur life for the rest of ur miserable life ..
ppl tends to get michievious and playful at times .. but i ought there tends to be a limit to everything .. As i pass by sunplaza today .. saw quite a few ppl .. wow .. could't recognised them .. like 360 change ..
Even those ppl i knew years back in secondary school .. during my times .. turn-ed out to be so Gentle-manly or so lady-like .. my gosh .. Are my eyes playing trick on me ??? doubts so .. but Things don't always remain the same ..

than xiaobai told me she had the thought of touching those things back again .. To slim down .. hmm .. yup .. un-logically yup its a way too .. but .. how much money are you going to throw down the drain .. Frankly speaking.. i also tot of playing it when my life get roughs and so ill .. but .. when i tot of how i endure thru the days when there's is't any money for me to eat .. how i endure .. threw down my face .. friends treated me .. basically everything .. even though they can't even save their own ass .. well .. you live a better life than me .. at least you got a stable job and a seriously stable boyfriend .. thought of the past ..
at least he is abled to sacrifice his happy times .. and you are willing to accept the circumstances ..
what about me .. what a fuck up life i had .. what the hell have i done to Deserve this .. hmm .. Man yuan also no used .. one way or another i asked for it unknowingly ..