singapore trip

last few day i went back singapore .. hmm .. went back for argent matter .. well that's all i could do .. hmm.. the rest is wait for other ppl .. hmm .. don really understand why working life is so boring .. hmm .. when i went back singapore .. haiz .. went a few places that really memories of the past still exists .. and runs through my mind .. well i am glad that the happiness you seek for is appealing and sustaining ..
hmm .. last few days .. went out with some old time friends .. went out for a drive .. initially was quite bored .. serioulsy .. cos we don even know where to start with our destination .. hmm ..
my bro .. Ah ann .. hmm .. we sat down and talk men's talk .. hmm .. went to yishun crystal .. sang sang sang .. initially no mood sing de .. but went in and "burn ppl " sang de song .. well .. not that appealing to de ear .. hahha .. hmm .. found out that he was still living in his past .. just like me .. moving on strong and hoping for a better tml .. well .. many things in life don really turn out the way you expected or appeal it would be .. obstacles will always be there to hinder ur way .. hmm .. got a little frustrated when i saw him like that .. it somehow's reminds me of my fuck-up past ..
we had our good time and fun .. as always without fail .. but money seems to be a major problem ..

than last few days when i was about to go hm .. traffic jam in the custom .. like abt 11 pm plus .. well i had no choice so i made a illegal u-turn .. what the hell .. don tell me those ppl in their right mind won't don that to ..
went back to my friends hse .. found a friend hse to taunt for the meantime .. hmm .. Ray de stead .. told me many stories .. make me so irritated .. but somehow it may me face life upfront .. hmm .. Advice them what to do and all this .. hmm .. well don really wanna see history re-happening on other ppl .. well it always do .. but .. depends ..

hmm .. talk to her last few days .. glad that she is still satisfy with her life .. at least she's more grown up now compare to last time .. Hmm i learn this phrase when i was 16 yrs old .. Learning to love some1 is easy .. but learning to give her up for her own happiness is difficult .. well .. not much of a word or much understanding .. but going it thru .. means alot ..

well .. don really understand .. have i change .. or my kan-jiejie have change .. felt that we don remain the same as b4 .. don really know how to ask her .. i had seen her thru her going thru ups and down and vice versa .. but .. for a person to qns another person seems so inspeakable ...
Jiejie .. you know who you are .. i mayb be childish and playful at times and hot-tempered at times .. but you always seems to be that guardian that guides my way thru .. but .. have time really come in between us .. well .. for all it may come .. let the bond between us tell the truth ..
for what it comes for what it may seems .. everything loses it place and time .. wish you all the best ..