wednesday

today was a noraml day .. hmm .. reach upon site upon 9 am .. did't want ppl to complain abt this and that .. sick of it .. hmm .. fuck .. want me reach there quick quick to see how stone drop izzit???
from electrical to kinectic to potiential energy izzit ??
fuck .. i learn that before .. i just can't stand the nagging and all those attitude i have been facing .. lucky it's my job .. seriously .. don't drive a person mad .. drastic means will always be found .. trust my words .. i don't like pressure and nagging ..
today went for gym .. train and tense my muscle .. see ppl train .. they always push their limits .. and encourage ppl more and more .. hmm .. suddenly i am just too indulge in gym-training .. Don really feel a bit of strain in my muscle .. went for a big makan after that .. pizza-hut .. well i learn how to reward my self everytime .. but as i went to de toilet .. the waitress clear my food .. my god .. but what can i do ..
just say nvm lor .. than walk away .. If i complain also communication problem .. scare they don't even understand what i say ??
nvm that ..
after went home .. slack at home bout an hour or so .. went for a shower .. after went for a drink .. Even though there's no night life for me at here .. i try to blend around ..
after Kan mummy say why i can pei "some1" drink drink " .. than no time pei her drink .. i was like stun for quite a while .. hmm
Hey, but seriously compare to tiffany and her .. One heaven one hell .. know what i mean .. the most 'potential' girl you can have .. and what not .. but think bout what she said .. hmm .. i am just living in my past .. But if you were to ask me if given a chance to regain that life i once had .. i would rather say NO .. cause .. many things i have experience .. have gave me a differnt view in life .. Maybe tiffany is just a duplicate in my love life .. but .. many things she explain to me or share with me .. seems so different from what i what i have experience .. Kan mummy say next time pei her driink .. hmm .. if i am available alright?? .. Kan mama .. When you laugh really heng xiang WO de kan jie nehx .. funny character ..

Today i drink a bucket .. standard de .. anymore of beer .. i would be like YO AR YO .. so cnt .. must act couscious .. my father say the principle of drinking is right???
Must have limit first and foremost .. But if you suddenly drink More than you could drink maintain it .. I seriously lost what i used to be abled to drink .. mayb it's jus the amount you are abled to go in between .. Suddenly nv drink for a few days felt something was missing .. veri de kao wei .. well.. Its jus a habit i have to maintain .. or suppress it .. don wish to be like my father"s brother .. whom die of liver cancer ..

Well suddenly thought bout the past .. maybe so .. maybe .. i am just thinking bout the past .. abt what we had or somehow experience .. hmm .. but After knowing tiffany .. it brought me to realised that many things don't really seems to be unknowingly real .. her appearance gave me much knowledge .. maybe it's just a dream .. or two .. but .. i am satisfy that at least i once had those days .. Now listening to Ai Hao Tao Tao .. To some1 there's meaning de .. Sang it to her a few times ..

What KAn mummy meaning i still don understand .. Kan mummy once said i was stupid to be like this .. ?? But .. Mummy .. When you once you had these memory that no once had ever been able to give you .. it really different .. i promise mummy i would always accompany mummy to whenever she would call me .. just for the sake of it .. by than i think i would somewhere else enjoying my life .. Before anything else ..

Tmr would be an important day for both me and my father .. going for a meeting at somewhere .. hope everything would go smooth .. And What it beholds would come true .. Other than that seems immaterial .. Money speaks louder than words .. Whom agrees .. Say hell Ya ??
HMM